Phone vibrating, he eyed it cautiously. The conversations that were had today and tonight, they only brought back old feelings. The sort he held no real time for. There was more than enough guilt, blood on his hands. The distant reminders of what sort of life he was forced to live, no matter how many times he tried to believe it wouldn't be like this. It was selfish and pointless.
Fingers sliding across the screen, his face skewed. He didn't feel up to actually talking to anyone, and yet, here he was responding. That feeling that there might actually be a reason why someone wanted to talk to him. Not a hope, but an expectation for being needed. He was useful and that was about as far as anything went. The words written across the screen proved what he believed. A problem. Great. But then, this had to be a joke? A man? Who had been playing Dr. Frankenstein that wasn't him? It was past April Fool's day. Why is he stuck dealing with someone else's penis problems?
At the same time, he knew better. Her sense of humor lacked in these places. This was more likely the sort of conversation he would have had with someone else. A person he wasn't looking to speak to soon. It was a place of dread knowing what happened to her too. Everything was too distorted. He attempted to be as medical about this as he could. But these questions? For all of the arguments of her not being a twelve year old girl who wasn't some virgin, this wasn't right. How does one go through life at the age she claims and not know? Never handled a child? Turn the lights off and mistaken what went where? A cringe at that thought, he didn't want to think so deeply on this. But these questions. She was forever twelve, and it wasn't just in appearances. It wasn't even a fun twleve. He was back to having to play the part of someone's help.
Annoyance budding through him, he took the phone with him, and headed to dig through some drawers. Maybe there was some that he didn't care about never getting back. Here was to hoping she didn't turn into that girl that kept them and sniffed them. Tossing them in a dumpster later would probably suffice.